Am I the only one who wants to go crazy？ In fact, I feel like my state has always been unstable, but inexplicably I restrain myself to achieve a state of balance. However, when I am stimulated, I feel like shouting loudly. I imagine in my mind the scene of me going crazy, rolling on the ground, shouting loudly, spitting, being a desktop cleaning master, and so on. However, I also have self-restraint. I think this may be the reason why I have nodules, right？