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咩呀，好烦躁，周一怎么这么快又来了
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3年前
姨妈痘快消下去
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3年前
我这辈子也算爱过直女了。
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3年前
我要是死了，这就是写给我同学和我老师的遗书。
It's too late. I'm sorry to bother you. I can wait for you to reply to me at your convenience. I shared my recent thoughts with you on a whim, but your action is too QuickHahaha, I don't have the ability to have a structured conversation with others recently. Art and school learning make me not know what to do. Because as a perfectionist, both sides want to do well, but when I find that I can't do well both, and I collapsed. I always wonder if I am different from others and so easily broken by life. I haven't been to school for the last few days and I've been thinking about whether I'm sick or not.Perhaps this will become an excuse for me to escape from reality, but I found that I had no motivation, not even happy things. I'm not even looking forward to the studio I have been longing for in college, the kind of environment that allows me to immerse myself in my own world and create, I think I am letting my youth pass. Just standing there terrified.Everyone told me about the schoolwork I had missed and the energy I had wasted during this time, but no one noticed my mental state, or saw it and felt no need to pay attention to it, even my parents. I've been relying on myself to find a way to save myself, and I say to you that I just need a listener and I'm very grateful for that.Some people say that I am too sensitive, too nostalgic, and easily controlled by my emotions, but I think this is my talent. Sometimes it does become a shortcoming,I engulfed by the darkness of my own making，And I don't know what to do.I just feel very tired, I want to rest, I really want to leave school, but under the pressure of the environment, it seems that I have to go to school, take the established path of society and take the route planned by the public.I just felt like I was driving on this road, but for some reason, the car ran out of gas, But there were a lot of people around me shouting for frocing me kept going, so I had to get out of the car and push the car forward by my hand.The energy I have now doesn't allow me to do anything I want to do, I can't do art, I can't do school work, and my emotions can easily consume my remnant vitality. A lot of people think I'm exaggerating, and I'm sorry for that. I can't help it, and I don't know why.I have so many things want to do, but my environment and my ability prevent me. I can only imagine that I will work quietly in a small room in the future, and there is a good natural scenery outside.
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3年前
不是我写的，但是看起来好快活，就想分享一下
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永远喜欢小狗： 这文字看起来很跳脱，但是很有意思
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你们好~希望我这个视频不会显得很油
